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Thursday, August 17, 2006

Negativity threatens
Depression's its sidekick
Moodswing's at every corner

is it just me
or am i feeling like everything's on the wrong side of the world lately?
eversince yesterday ive been in a bad mood
no mood to do anything

im so fed up with everything lately
i got pissed with aliff just now
somewhat
i didnt tell him though

he was telling me he had to give up on . and he had a quarrel with .
and he was like very upset and all that

but i guess. its the worse he can take
i mean
yea


im just so sick of life lately
moodswinging like nobody's buisness
so im sorry if i offend any of you guys then

the loneliness in class is getting to me
the feeling of being forsaken
the feeling of being lonely
the feeling of being misunderstood
the feeling of being lost and helpless

~

hopefully i can do well for streaming this year
and i'll get to transfer to another school.
yes im making it official.
im gonna transfer if the school will take me in .
i cant stand the way everyone is taking me for granted

today was pretty official.
everyone only comes to me if its checking english and stuff like that
other than that im pretty much invisible.

ive had enough of the way everyone is treating me.
and im gonna study hard so that i can transfer out of this freaking school.

~

Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside downwanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go


I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round




i miss you....


i love YOU more and more each day ;
10:12 PM