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Monday, September 18, 2006

sighs
been awhile since i last updated
(:

okays. where shall i start?
its been a very looong two weeks i think .
yeah .
hm .


mum agreed to let me take up piano again.
i just cant wait for the new term to start.
(:


and to you
just because you already have a stead liao
dont have to act dua infront of me and drag the poor girl all around me to let me know you have a stead.
im not blind
im not deaf
its just that i see no point in acknowledging that you even exist
eversince the chapter of YOU in my life ended,
to me,
youre just another fucking ex~ (:


so dont have to drag the poor girl around me whenever you see me,
my buddies
my sisters
my brothers
my haopengyous
or even my family
if you see them around

because we dont care whether you have a new girl to manipulate or not
why?
because we DONT CARE.
simple as that.
if you dont understand english, then fine

look for me after school and i'll explain it to you in chinese or japanese.
you knwo what? i'll even ask the malay version from my friends to EXPLAIN to you.
aint i sucha wonderful person? (:


andyes gladys,jaslyn.
IM EVIL LAH. okay? happy that i blogged it out?? LOL
im an evil mummy who has an evil daughter named jaslyn and we both have an evil haopengyou named gladys (:

okays. i completely forgotten to post my results out
so here it is


English - 69 B3 fck it. one more freakin mark to A2
Chinese - 58 C5 ah i PASSED!
Math - 53 C6 I PAAAAAAAASSEDDDDDDDD!! *screams*
Science - 67 B3 6 more marks to A2 -.- BUT IM SATISFIED!
Geog - 59 C5 1 more frkin mark to B4 -.-
History - 90 A1 YAY!!
Home Econ - 80 A1 WHEEE! FIRST IN CLASS! kakakaak
Literature - 77 A1 SHOCKER LAH. didnt expect to get so high (:
Art - 50 C6 TYCO BOH? (:(: i hate art anyway hehehs

yeah. so thats my results.
position is sixteenth in class.
blehhs.
ican dobetter!
(:


~


been seeing so many people struggle with depression
and it reminds me of me.
how i was in the past in the first semester
and currently im still struggling. i admit that.
but not as much as i used to praise God for friends (:
alot of people around me are feeling down
outcasted. upset.
and its so hard to get them to look at the simplest things
its always a joy to notice that the simplest things in life are what cheers you up the most.
i know for one im gonna see a heart broken soon enough maybe. i always will see them.
and nonetheless. i get affected by them too
maybe two or more.

many people i know have this big jigsaw in their life that has not been pieced up
and its only lately that i start noticing that the friends, the best friends i ever had are suffering from depression
that are feeling life's not worth it.
that are becoming saddists.
that are jus seeing everything in complete negative ways.

and that sucks doesnt it?

ive been there before. i know how it feels.

yet i cant extend the help to any of you as much as all of you need it

ohyes. i know. sometimes it just feels like everythings against you
and you just cant wait to say : FUCK LIFE LAH! i hate being in existance!
but then again, have you thought of how many people youve made happy because you were just THERE for them? not doing anything maybe, but just BEING THERE, you brought comfort to someone? maybe now you dont. but atleast comfort yourself in saying : ive brought comfort to someone before. and i belive i can and will do it again.
HELLO. FOUR MILLION PEOPLE IN SINGAPORE. im sure you lovelies can do it!

im sure for one you lovelies just BEING THERE for me have defininitely made my life worthliving and much happier.
without you sweethearts i wont might not be living now!!

all of you cheer up okays?

~

been so very stressed up lately
life's been so harsh.
especially with exams drawing near
which is NEXT FRIDAY 0.0
gahhs.
im off to chiong study le

most prob wont be updating so soon. but because you guys have been pressurizing me
i came to update.
(:

ahahahahs.
anyway.
bestwishes for streaming eoy y'all
and to those taking Alvls, especially Joseph! Adi, Rudy, Weijie, and all you other sunshines that never fail to brighten up my fridays and sundays (:
keep rocking my life! (:
(:

ohyes Adi, youre fanclub's waiiiitiiiiing!
ahahahahahs


i love YOU more and more each day ;
5:13 PM