Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?
just read some stuff about friends and what ifs'
and reading about it brought memories back to the time earlier this year during april/may period of dilemas. its just scary thinking about that point of time where everything was starting to look up again.
simple words and quotes yet bringing situations in so detailed and wondering if i had thought and dealt with situations at that point of time with this point of view, would things be different now? or would it remain schedually same and boring?
if someone were to shoot me dead right now, will the happy memories fade away with me?
or will the memories shared with all the other people be kept fresh in their minds?
most probably, the memories will fade away with me. people have different views on the same situation. some might enjoy it, others might not. its a perspective thing.
what keeps me wondering in amazement is that a really meaningful event to me might be seen as boring to another. why cant everyone be happy about the same thing and just look out for the little things in life for contentment ?
many times we are all asked to be happy and contented with what we have to attain happiness.
yet high achievers tell us not to be happy with what we have and continue to strive higher and in the process, we either get discouraged in the process or we get what we want, and are forced to repeat the process again.
so when we really want to be happy, should we keep working for it or just be contented with what we have ?
i guess this is one of the most intruiging mysteries in life.
oh yes. the christmas season is HERE!
deck the halls with bells of holly~with the christmas tree in the hall, i cant wait to go to orchard road for the lightup and christmas parades ( if there is any. ) ohoh! and that whole snow thing that is actually bubble foam that always happens in central and east area of singapore!
i can't wait to go out atnight and spend some christmas countdown or something (:
but one thign does come to mind though.
my pocket's gonna have a big big hole this year.
since i came to know tons of new church friends who are my age, and we all agreed on exchanging presents on christmas eve on sunday after our christmas service....
but whocares? its with people i love. i dont mind going extra expenses for people who care and love me (:
ohyes. NOVEMBER'S ENDING SOON!
finally! the crap month is ending! i'm so looking forward to december.
this is one month im ready to leave behind in memories...
p.s
ohyes. a must watch, highly reccomanded movie : STEP UP (:
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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