i saw a blogpost about a person being able to forgive but unable to forget
and it triggered a thought in me.
hasnt the real meaning of forgiveness always meant that the person is willing to FORGET the wrong that he/she did and make up with the other person ?
that has always been the real meaning of forgiveness hasnt it ?
now it seems to be ...... how shall i say it....
misleaded...
people think forgiving means making up with the person but NOT forgetting the wrong the person has done.
this person's blogpost i saw went something like this
" i can forgive but i will never forget the pain you caused me to go through. sure i can forgive but the hurt and pain you caused me will never be forgotten. "
and another part went like this
" if you have forgiven me, you wont bring up the past and be so calculative about the past! why are you bringing everything up now?! "
a little contradicting dont you think ?
i just thought i'd trigger a thought to everyone reading my blog .
i myself have gone through alot of shit, and up till now, i cant say i've given 100% forgiveness because i still feel bitter whenever i think about it .
a little bitter, very bitter, either way, you still feel very bitter and angry when you think of it .
so why be misleading and act goodygoody and say " i dont feel as bitter as before, i just feel a little bit bitter only. " OR " i forgive........ " and the remaining part continues on " but i dont forget "
bunch of crap if youre asking for my REAL opinion
but its up to you all to decide LAH.
i might be going back to winglin to continue writing stories.
and maybe continue my abandoned /youmehim story . right mandy/yuckie jie? :P
MAYBE. but then again , winglin is flooded with noobies and people who dont follow the rules with no nice stories anymore.
hopefully i can find another site to let me write until i go crazy
WITH an ANNONYMOUS identity ofcourse! (:
ah well.
really wanna stay at home and rot like the rest of the people
then again, gotta work -.-
daaaaamn.
ah heckheck. this year's holidays are occupied.
and i'm satisfied with how the holidays are going so far. so yeah!
cant wait to start school!
i went crazy during the week and started reading up on my textbooks.
really gonna chiong hard for school next year.
NO MORE DISTRACTIONS!
i love YOU more and more each day ;
8:56 PM
