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Monday, December 11, 2006

slowly, she lifted up her face, as the rain started to get heavier.
fat drops splattered all around her and dropped onto her face
she closed her eyes, smiling to herself. unbeknowsnt to the surroundings around her

she jumped up from the ledge she was sitting on and grabbed his hands playfully and pulled him all the way to the center of the carpark.

they hugged, in the rain, and she closed her eyes wishing that this moment would last forever

finally having enough courage to ask, the cause of his unhappiness, visible through his eyes
yet she knows he hides it well from his face.

" you always have that look of unhappiness, sadness in your eyes. why ....? " she asked in her most playful childish voice that he loves and always smiles at.

"its nothing " he replied looking at her and smiling, trying at all costs to hide his emotions

" dont lieee! i can tell from your eyes that you're sad about something. ! " she whines and gives a pout, making him smile with amusement even more.

"alot of things.... you guess lah! " he replied with another amused smile, after a short pause.

" if i know i wont be asking you........ "

slowly, he told her, many things that he experienced in the rain.
tears were shed along the way, and all she could do is wait for him to finish his stories
and only give a hug of comfort in return.

" i havent been in the rain since primary school. i forgotten how its like to play in the rain..."

" well, now you can learn again! you got the whole empty biiiiiiiiiigggg carpark to yourself! and bonus! you got only ME watching! " she exclaimed cheerfully as she pulled him around the carpark.

they played, they talked, they had fun under the rain.
and she knows, deep in her heart, that this is the best thing that can happen to her.

as the rain continues fallin , she teared, tears of happiness and contentment.
she knows that if everything were to end now, she will never regret anything that has happened.

she knows, that she's already gotten the best out of life. having someone who really loves her,
who's there for her, trusts, cares, and understands her.

its only now, that she finally understands ,the true meaning of the saying :
don't cry because its over. smile . because it happened.

and she knows, that deep down in her heart, he is always the one thats there for her.
and she wants to be the one who's always there for him.
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many times, we all tend to take things for granted.
like the wind and the rain.
for some of us, the wind means : OH DAMN. MUST USE EXTRA GEL IF NOT MY HAIR WILL GET MESSY IN THE WIND.
the rain, may mean : EYER! I WANTED TO GO TO ESCAPE THEME PARK TODAY! NOW RAINING CANNOT GO!

but many of us dont understand, its the little things in life, the simplicity of nature, that can really help us to unwind, relax, and jus spend time with someone you love.

to me, the wind means : its windy! i want to have the feeling of the rain in my hair!
and the rain means : its time to relax and unwind and get wet! forget every single problem troubling me and all the cure to unhappiness is here!

i just got a sudden inspiration for the story above.
dont ask me lah. (:
i've been writing tons of stories on my own and i guess, im not brave enough to publish them out even though a few of my frens who read them told me to continue writing

life has been really good . better than all the months put together
i can say december's the month i enjoyed the most (:

i thank the few darlings who were always for me.

daddie
leeny
natalie
sotong
dajie
cher


and ofcourse, the one most exalted above most high, GOD

you guys always lead me out of the darkness,
there for me when im down
talk to me when im sad and help me to confront all my problems and fears.

truly, you guys are the best friends one can have.

love, friends, family, God.
my life cant get any better XD

i'd never thought i'd see the day where i'll wake up from bed smiling cheerily
never did i thought i'd find my life worth living
nor have i ever dared imagine that i'd have that much contentment in myself

but i know and have found
the meaning of happiness.
even if it might seem as an illusion
i know, that if i were to die now,
i'd really die without regrets.


you and i , must make a pact
we must bring salvation back
where there is love, i'll be there


i love YOU more and more each day ;
10:49 PM