crap. found this post and realised i forgot to post it -.-
helloooooo YEAR 2oo7!
hahaha
just got back from countdown around two plusplus
well,. here's a toast to all of us,
leave the bad past behind and start a journey afresh
newclass, new people, new faces, new friends, new stories , new life, and most importantly, a new me.
2oo6 hasnt been a very easy, smooth-sailing year, but its been an interesting, enjoyable, and definitely experiencful and God-given one. i definitely learned alot
failed relationships, failed friendships, God's grace, and going to the highest and lowest points of life throughout the whole year definitely gave me the most fun time of my life.
it might have been one of the year's that i sunk down to the lowest of lowest depression
but psycho-ing all the counsellors that tried psycho-ing me,
gaining tons of friends that were there for me,
losing a few that werent exactly the best,
having the grace of God by my side
learning more about other people
and learning what happiness is all about
basically just makes me grow into a stronger, more understanding person.
so here's a big thankyou to the darlings that made my journey on 2oo6 interesting and making me feel loved and a reason to go on when i felt everything was at wit's end
>my parents - for being there when i needed most. altho there are still tons of things i cant disagree with them on. but yeah.
>the whole family. '' '' (:
>meiyan and w375/w311 - the people who were there for me since i entered church up till now.
>WILSON! - the best kor ever! being there for me not only for church, but bringing laughter into my life! also the cause of my blurness! so blame him! *points fingers* LOL and the best counsellor to shake sense into me, and also, my BESTBEST KOR !
>Natalie - my
zhuzhu nu'er! (: muacks muacks muacks! for being there for me, and listening to me. for not abandoning me at my worst, and for always helping out whenever she can!
>Eileen laogong - for being straiightforward with everything right from the start. always being there to give her third opinion which is different from what other people are thinking now, probably because its a more matured option
>Jaslyn - for the girl who was there for me at one of my down moments in school life. teaching me that life is
like that lor. going through things with me, and for just confiding in me about her stuff. although we're not that close anymore, you still hold a place deep in my heart
thanks for being such a dear to me.
>Zhenying - the girl who was a good friend to me. supporting me in what i do, despite whether she likes what im doing or not. thoughtful, sweet and caring . (: thanks for being a darling!
>Ayunie - ALSO for being a darling and a good friend . helping me in my studies when i need, and being my darling studybuddy . (:
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YOU - for waking me up to reality, being there for me at my weakest and teaching me how to be strong in my weakest moments. teaching me that love is not really just all
LIKE THAT and there's more to it than what i've went through. for teaching me that not all guys are
LIKE THAT and not everything in life is a bed of roses
NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTIONSSpiritually > pray more often
> read the bible DAILY
> Depend on God more.
> be taken up to the next level spiritually
> Depend on God more
> Serve in a ministry by end of this year.
Studies> not lose focus in studies. CHIONG ALL THE WAY.
> continue improving in my studies.
> do not fail. especially math and chinese
> NO MORE SLACKING
> improve in my english!
> stop slacking, work harder
> use the computer less. study more.
Personal> new life, new start
> improve in character.
> stop being so reckless
> lesser vulgarities
> stop holding grudges. FORGET THE HURTS
> start being more understanding! be the kind of person people want to turn to for comfort!
> cry less, sadness gone, smile and laugh more!
Friends> make new friends, keep them.
> grab and contact the old friends, keep in touch. LITERALLY
> deeper closer relationship with all my close friends
> cherish and treasure them more
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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