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Saturday, February 17, 2007

all the heroes i knew as a child has fallen into idols of clay

groovin to class95 , all 90s weekend an reminiscing all the nice not-so-old-YET songs (:


You're beautiful but you don't know
Can't see what's there inside your soul
Always feelin like you're not good enough
You wish you could be someone else
Sometimes you just can't see yourself
But I can see just who you are, who you are

[chorus]
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional(Yeah)

You never you think you measure up
Never smart or cool, or pretty enough
Always feeling different from all the rest, oh
You feel so out of place, you think you don't fit in
I think you're perfect in the skin you're in
You're just perfect just how you are, just how you are, yeah

[chorus]
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

If you could see the one I see when I see you
You'd know how lucky you are to be you
I see through into you
And you are

[chorus]
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that? (You are)
You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional

i chanced upon this song lyric while i was blog-hopping and felt that this song is really good, and speaks to alot of us.

think about it . why do people go on crash diets and always think they're not pretty enough etc. ?

okay i know im guilty of always saying im not pretty and all that (which im really not, but that isnt the point)
but come on. how many of us know of people who look sooooo skinny and then STILL insist they're FAT?! *thinks of KW* oops X: hahaha

ooops. im found guilty. lucky kw doesnt know about my blog. ahahhaha

that was the physical side.
the mentally side, im sure all of us could use it .

especially me.
i never feel like im good enough .
i always face so many issues and manypeople never fail to smack that straight into the face as and whenever they get a chance to . *thinks of SCHOOLmates. *

then again, if its my character, i just dont understand .
how come people outside can accept me for who i am
and then....
SIGH .

been really anti-social since the schoolyear started.
but along the way,
i lost some friends and made new ones.
every day, i grow wiser and smarter
knowing who to trust and who not to trust .

then again. maybe not .


if i grew wiser and learned my mistakes, maybe i wouldnt even be feeling so miserable in school lah . that is if i interpreted my feelings correctly -.-


--show me the way, take me tonight to the river and wash my illusions away--


ANYWAY, i planned to sleep all the way till twelve plus today , but i was rudely awaken in the most inhumane way ever -.-

imagine this : youre over-enthusiastic, hyperactive younger brother and sister banging youre door and rushing in early in the morning and screaming into your ear to wake up -.-

okay . they're intentions were good lah. because my baobei has given birth again! (:
but sheesh. the way they woke me up was inhumane. considering i had such a good nights sleep lastnight , and slept really early aswell, at tenthirty.

but i had a pretty good nights sleep. so they're forgiven (:
and its cny eve! so they're let off THIS TIME . (:

i decided to update this blog more regularly .

some people who has been to my blog commented that if they didnt know me better , they'd think i have split personas X:

-- show me the way, give me the strength and the courage to believe i'll get there someday --

i just realised i have a weird style of blogging .

i can be completely formal and type in good english and all that in one post
and i can becmoe total %$&^^#&# in another being very uncouth and etcetc.

hmm. i should go discover a better more individualistic style of my own and start typing like that . having two different styles is just weird (:

alright. relatively long post for today. im outta here.

have to help with the chaotic situation at home by helping with dinner AND cleaning up my oh-so-wonderfully-messy room (:

and everyday i grow more confused
as saints turn into sinners


i love YOU more and more each day ;
12:57 PM