monkey see monkey do. thats all i can say
in youre eyes i'll always be that damn threeyearold that never grows up
heck cares on whether im twenty one or not.
but wth . i'll wait
twenty one years old?
SIX MORE YEARS.
I'LL COUNT DOWN.
JUST LIKE HOW I'LL COUNT DOWN TO ANOTHER FOUR MORE YEARS
oh wait. its always FIVE years no matter how many years past
if being an adult means being contradicting
then i'd rather not be an adult
if being an adult means making promises you cant keep
then i'd rather not be an adult
you keep talking about responsibility
you keep talking about how alot of things can only be learnt through experience
you keep scolding me for not growin up
you keep scolding me for not being able to judge people on my own
why?
BECAUSE YOU DONT LET ME
BECAUSE I CAN NOT LEARN THINGS ON MY OWN BECAUSE ITS TOO DANGEROUS
THEN UNTIL WHEN?
UNTIL WHEN CAN I BE LEFT TO JUDGE?
when i reach twenty one?
by then it'll be too late.
TOO LATE .
BY THEN everyone else learn what to do and what not to do
BY THEN everyone else learn what to say and what not to say
BY THEN everyone else LEARNED WHATEVER SHOULD BE LEARNED that IS UNSPOKEN .
AND THEN, THAT WILL GIVE YOU AN EVEN BIGGER EXCUSE TO TRY AND MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM THREE AGAIN
as i said
monkey see monkey do
if being all adult-like means i have to be contradictive, i have to break promises
then fine. i'll be contradictive and i'll break my promises.
and if you ever want me to go straight home every other day
FINE. i'll go home and you still wont seeme.
i'll be in my room STUDYING.
i love YOU more and more each day ;
9:10 PM
