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went to eastcoast with zhenying, kimberly and her stead . cycled and felt the strong wind smashing against my face was definitely a very nice feeling . especially when you cry while having wind blow across yorue face. youre tears dry faster :P
cycled and rested at this isolated area where ther was nobody around yet the wind was cooling and the waves crashing onto the rocks were simply relaxing and gratifying .
after that, met kor at macs and bought some drinks, rested for awhile and we all went home.
kor and i went to the carpark to slack . further elaboration of whatever happen between me,
kor and
tiankong shall not be disclosed!
HOWEVER .
after a long long emotionally, bucket-filled tears, anger and depressing moments,
i finally can conclude that everything is okay now and i've finally put a close to this chapter of my life, and began a new one .
it IS still a slight continuation of the previous , but i'm putting in my all for this last time .
and im confident that everything's going to be different.
i will make the change in myself. and in this .
i promised kor that this will be the last time i ever get hurt over this type of things again. here's saying a big
THANKYOU to kor for being my punching bag on the bus justnow, with no questions asked .
i'll miss you when you head over to the other cell. although i wont miss youre bullyings but i'll definitely miss having someone to talk to during cellgroupmeetings and service, someone to groove with me during praise in church, and someone who's there to give me a huuuge hug whenever i need it in church. (:
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joelle msged me around eight askign if i wanted a lift to school and i JUST woke up
ask her to give me fifteen mins and i rushed down after taking a quiiick shower
then her dad fetched us to school, she went for class and i headed to the music room
saw sebastian sleeping on the table.
chatted with him a lil bit and then a few other people started coming in .
learned quite a few new dance moves today, and did two types of freeze.
i was pretty lucky because i learned one of the freeze before so icould do the one towards the side. learned how to do the one towards the front today. (;
learned and practice a few more of the dance movements and then we were suppose to work on our last pose but rofiiqoh didnt come so aisha and i sat around .
injured my ankle while doing warrior pose . bleh .
went to meet dajie today, had tons of fun just catching up with her.
chatted and walked around the whole of causewaypoint countless times just because we couldnt decide on a placec to settle down .
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i wonder. what have i ever done to offend you?
seriously. just because during practice i can docertain things, does that mean im showing off?
nobody's perfect. i repeat steps again and again just to make sure i know.
sorry lah.
i'm not as perfect as you. do with the instructor a few times and you know how to do.
i'm MORE STUPID than you because i need more practice before i know how to do the steps
staring at people. seriously. do i even want to stare at you?
just because you got a boyfriend doesnt mean youre some big FUCK.
which part of you is SO ATTRACTIVE that i'd want to stare at you or anyone else for that matter?
seriously. go look at yourself in the mirror before you start talking.
just because i know how to do some things you cant do doesnt mean i'm showing off
im sure you can do some things i cant do too . and i dont say youre a showoff.
stop being so shallow.
grow up and stop acting like a primary school kid.
act your age and not your shoesize.
BITCH.
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i love YOU more and more each day ;
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