AHAHAHAHA. instead of being angry like how pissed i was lastnight (which caused quite an uproar among alot of my friends because i had a total 180degree change of character lastnight which lasted for quite awhile) , im laughing my tail (if i had any) off (:
with all the love to
tiankong, korkor, kaiwen buddy, Kinfung, Sharon, Mingkiat ( UNCLE TIGER!) , BAKA REBEC, Esther and Cher nu'er, and DADDY,Jie and Wendy and ALL THE OTHER PEOPLE WHO WERE THERE FOR ME!
i'm muchmuchMUCH better now! (: thankyou people SOSOSOMUCH for being there for me! (: especially the people in red who believe strongly in ACTIONS SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. (:
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had cellgroup last night for the first time as a W263 MEMBER. it WAS great! im starting to fit in alot with the people here, especially with more topics to talk about. i DO miss w375 though , but i AM getting adjusted quite well here . and It IS His will that i go to that cell .
buddy was telling me last night that i was forgetting the teachings of cell that very night i lost my cool, but i did assure him that i definitely shall love my enemy by giving utmost care, love and concern to them in a very wonderful way. (;
atleast i dont go around bawling my head off with a gun in my hand. (although that sounds ideal. (X )
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went to watch muay thai match today. it was damn lousy because it was only a demonstration -.-
i realize my expectations for people performing dance has gone up.
i watched a couple of dance performances today and alot of them which used to catch my eye now just earned a YAWN from me. i guess learning more about dance has made me think more about energy, sync. , and timing.
ah yes. i've already made a decision to the recent happenings in my life.
i doubt this is the right thing to do . but then again, if it is wrong, i gain an experience.
everything happens for a reason. even if i chose a path and it doesnt happen, then it means that the path i chose wasnt meant to be.
makes sense? no?
i feel like talking in parables today.
which might piss my readers off (:
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i've heard a song recently that i found to be really touching .
i guess it does fit many people who are just starting a really shaky relationship
and to the people who love to think and assume too much,
no, im definitely not starting a shaky relationship.
(:
and when i finally am NOT lazy to do anything to my blog template, i shall update the song.
for now, i shall be selfish and enjoy the song to myself. :P
KIDDING! LOL. i cant find the song yet and iwebmusic pisses me off so yeah. i'm looking for the least laggiest music code to post up. so BE PATIENT PEOPLE!
for now i shall keep you guys in suspense on the song.
which is another lame excuse for being lazy. (;
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okay. im being totally random.
what do you expect from a person who posts at twothirty am?!
and crap. i have unfinished homework AND church later.
and im meeting sherica at sevenforty.
i shall push my lazy self to bed now! (;
goodnight people! (:
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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