disheartenedd.
wasnt feeling too good over the outcome of the performance for the upper sec people.
i know it sucked alot cus people were laughing annd jeering.
my parts were pretty OKAY i guess. the first part was on technicality and we did pretty well. better than practice . second part was totally messy but i was in those few parts that went relatively well. but too many people were too nervous i guess. and WGSS SOUND SYSTEM SUCKS.
(:
i was SO TENSED just now during performance. Joslin, Zhenying they all were staring at me. Joslin was RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME and she kept staring with the kind of " im watching you" type of face which made me panicked. GRR.
zhenying they all told me they only stared at me and watched ME during the performance -.- nowonder i felt so many people looking at me on stage just now -.-
wasnt in a very good mood after the performance. i mean come on . who would when you've just did badly infront of the whole school?
okay lah. the part where we did the freeze , there were some people clapping ( accd to sebastian lorh), but the whole thing was really messy. i guess we need to buck up somemore
life has been doing okay i guess. im still pretty amused at the fact that somepeople look down on me at 'issues/things/life' i dont have but actually i do and im just shushing up about. pretty amusing if you ask me (;
well. im feeling shagged. so many things have been happening lately and i feel so so so tired.
and i still got that fivehundredword punishment to do -.-
im not emotionally drained YET though . (;
with daddie and buddy and HONEY to accommpany me throughout my days , its been pretty enjoyable and fun (:
HONEY just makes my school days so much more interesting and hyper
while buddy and i have looooooong debates/chats over interesting topics
and daddie and i are just being the best of friends (;
-x
had fun yst with armeeza. and erh. azal i think ?
hahahaa. got azal to help me kajiao a friend on the phone. daaaaaaaaamn funny (;
then went to walkwalk at cwp with armeeza and we grab bubbletea and walked home and did TONS of catching up with eachother (;
and she's helping me to pick an outfit for sunday's wedding! YEAAAAAAA! finally someone to help me. im totally clueless on what to wear!
-x
after dance pract today i went home with rofiqoh. lepaaak-ed around some block and just catch up with each other abit. had quite alot of fun hanging with her
then she accompanied me to wait for the bus and i went to the RC because i was supposed to go down and help bastard clif--rd to get someone's name -.- in the end i went and they told me settle already . ass lah. the way he was acting was damn suspicious. if i find out any rumours or shit about me , he'll be the first person i'll go after.
-x
well . im tired and i got homework to do and my dear dear is coming over;
and yes. my dear dear is my baobei NU'ER NATALIE.
so all you people who thought other ways, KEEP DREAMING (;
okay. im laming. im too exhausted to think anymore. BLEH
tata people
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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