i wonder what is sebastian thinking. i'm screwing up almost all of my dance movements and yet he put me in so many of the dance parts. i guess i gotta start working harder and practice more and more.
i guess God's giving me a chance to prove myself . proving everyone that i can do the steps while i'm facing so much criticism is gonna be one of the toughest challenges ever.
well. here's my threshing floor experience. and i'm letting Him teach me how to bring me through all this.
i realize. i'm starting to rely more and more on God. something i should've done a long time ago.
deciding to stop relying on people and rely more on God... im starting to see all the things i have to go through and all the things and people i gotta sacrifice.... all i can say is that it isnt as easy as i thought.
already facing so many direct insults from people around me that i see everyday in school is quite alot to take. i guess all i'm praying for is to be deaf enough to not hear the things they say about me and to have a heart with a shield made of steel where no words can pierce through.
nobody said this walk with God would be easy. but i guess i gotta press on . and i guess the first step to take is to tahan all the insults coming in and stop myself from retaliating.
i've only completed 1km of this life journey. i still got a thousand more to go. have to jiayou le! (:
you got it good but i've got it better. because i have GOD with me
a train of thoughts and journeys which cannot be SAID
and a story to tell which cannot be understood immediately.
portraying an outer shell that proves her to be well disliked,
its only the people who take the time to get to know her
and are close to her that will understand.
this journey is one that isn't that simple behind it all
this is my story.
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar?
And did you miss me
while you were looking
at yourself out there?
loves,
GOD
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