Saturday, March 03, 2007
LISTEN. to the song here in my heart, a melody i start, but cant complete
i went to do ushering for EXODUS today, it was pretty enjoyable.it was a small duty though, but i might consider joining ushering
saw kaiwen after my ushering briefing with qianqi, hahaha. he looked shock that i appeared for EXODUS. (:
hanged out and chatted with him abit, then charmaine aiai came and i went to do my duty with her
he snapped alot of candids of me . again. AS USUAL .
im gonna murder him soon .
some candids he took of me LOOKED HORRIBLE
but he told me i looked cute in them... grr .
i look horrible RIGHT?
grrh .
he claims i look different today -.-
oh well. i guesss i was a little off colour and upset today. since few nights back. guess its starting to show. it must be affecting me pretty badly. i guess.
MAOSHAN AND ME (:
after ushering, took some yummy snacks for LUNCH and then headed to bugis to meet sherica.
wilson came along and dasao joined us as well.
im so envious of dasao and wilson . wilson treats her sooooo good. he did his best to save some icecream for her, bought her clothes, the WORKS lah. and they were like holding hands or hugging throughout.
gahhs . im envious. REALLY envious. ):
sighhhhhhhhhh~
i dont even wanna talk about how mine has been going lately lah.
talked to wilson on the way to bugis. felt better after telling him whats been going on with my relationship. talked a lil bit to kaiwen about it as well. i feel so much better already
thanks you two! (:
met weijie at bugis and he told us he just got his pay
he treated cheryl (dasao), sherica and i to SHOPPING!
okay. not really shopping but he bought tops for us.
(:
all three of us are wearing new outfits to church tmr (:
currently on my playlist
Listen - Beyonce Knowles
How long must I Cry - Kci and Jojo
I care about you - Kci and Jojo
I Promise - Stacie Orrico .
Promise - Simple Plan
im becoming depressed.
my results shot me through the head
and all these problems im getting bothered about are just enough to cause a power trip and trigger my life support machine to stop working.
well. atleast there's comfort in the songs.
i manage to cry everything out in all those songs.
wilsontold me i was putting all my feelings inside the song. and it was very obvious X:
screw the phonecall with him X:
sighhhhhhhhh .
i dont wanna think about anything already .
i shall cry myself to sleep
i promise
i wont let you down
if you take my hand tonight
i wont let you down
if you take my hand tonight
i love YOU more and more each day ;
11:37 PM