the rain must've been affecting me pretty badly
i've been moody for the whole of yesterday when it was raining nonstop.
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went for the MAYA course on wednesday.
the whole class bluff-ed our way to NOT running the WHOLE DAY for mass run and our 2.4 trial run.
we told mr billy that we had 2.4 trial run after that , so he excused us from running mass run, and we only had to walk for one round .
THEN after our physics spa, mrben came to bring us , but we told him we were skipping class for the WHOLE day because we have to go for MAYA training
we HAD to wear a tie though . daaaaaamn .
but we were in an AIRCON room . so it wasnt bothering me THAT much.
i dont see why girls have to wear a tie ANYWAY.
mrneo was in charge of us that morning! (:
and the press were there! (:
well . no further elaboration. cant remember much X:
and besides. three days post in a day. im sure you guys will chop me up into pieces for posting loooooooong posts (it isnt the first time though. but wth . i'll give you guys a break (; )
-x
yesterday .
i FINALLY started on my prototype for dnt.
we were using the blue foam to shape our water sensor circuit holder .
gahhs . i did a terrible job of cutting out my shape.
but then , aisyah thought i did those curves on purpose
and on a second look, the curves looked pretty good. so i decided to keep them and not file them off (:
after dnt, went to the career fair. whole of secthree went.
didnt see uddin though
ah sad. same sch but never get to see him -.-
ANYWAY
i boarded the bus, and crapped and talked alot with farah and aisyah. oh and elaine , xingjuan and armeeza.
been a looooong time since i chatted with all of them .
im beginning to realize how anti-social i've become for the past few months .
i've been talking alot to aisyah and farah lately.
i can't believe i missed out SOOOOOOOOO MUCH on ais. and i've been in the same class with her since secone! and i never talked to her before!
i should start noticing people more and more .
talked and had alot of fun .
then we reached suntec and i walked around the exhibition with farah and ais.
we got stuck on the university of FRANCE booth and i realized that she speaks TOTALLY WICKED FRENCH!.
the french guy runningthe booth got this total shocked look on his face and told ais and i to learn french from her.
its sad . im gonna miss her alot when she leaves ):
went to walk around.
i stopped at the MDIS college because i wanted to find out more about mass comm.
damn kw. he got me soooooooo interested in it X:
the guy was telling me to choose mass comm. ONLY after i done a degree on it. in other words, finished my poly course. because apparently, mass comm. is like law/ medicine. i cant switch occupations THAT easily if i wanted to have a change.
aw heck. i have another year to choose.
no worries. right ?
went to look up on alot of courses and grab pamphlets .
-power98 fm one,
-teenage magazine,
-university of australia,
-university of france,
-university of london new hampton,
-childhood development ,
-teaching,
-3DMAX animation,
-bachelor of psychology
-aero space
-media
i didnt know i was so interested in so many things until i reached there!
so many different careers to choose from.
i guess i widened my outlook already .
really sad though. knowing farah's going overseas
and then i regret passing up the offer of going to states with cass last year along with celeste and aunty crys.
hopefully they'll offer again this year. maybe i'll take up the offer this time round.
should've taken the chance to broadened my outlook at that time.
but i was so stupid. i chose to stay because of friends.
and they aren't even worth calling friends in the end!
sighs. how life turns you and twists you around ):
ANYWAY , we waited for farah to be dismissed from CO and then she, ais and i went for dinner at cwp . after that, ais had to rush home so farah and i sent her back and then farah accompanied me to take 912 to admiralty even though her hse was five mins away from ais place.
thanks girl! (;
did i mention she has a striking resemblence to uddin IF uddin spikes his hair AND farah's in her jeans ? gahhs .
i had fun with her though . (;
x-
today
had to hand in dnt folio today . so i had no choice but to skip recess
which also means going for dance practice on an empty stomach
Enci was a darling though . she broke half of her breakfast and gave it to me , even though she has to rush for her CO after school as well
chiong-ed dnt folio with ais, farah, enci and kaixin .
been skipping tons and tons of meals lately
as in literally one meal a day kindda thing for the past week or two .
but i pigged out today for dinner.
i had nasilemak, maggie and icecream! (;
all in ONE HOUR.
gahhs .
dnt was horrible.
edwin and xingjuan quarrelled.
xingjuan cried because of what edwin said.
EVEN THOUGH edwin didnt know that what he said had been pretty true ,
she was still hurt and upset.
i dont understand why i saw her crying and i felt heartbroken
i cried. just like the way i nearly cried when daddie, cher, and nat and eileen were upset.
i guess that girl has a special place in my heart.
she's really been through too much .
-/
dance today was ..... okay i guess.
i finally finished the first part of the song, and im 3/4 thru the partnering work
need to brush up though. iFORGOT tons of parts because for the past few practices, i was busy rememberingthe first part.
doing the chorus as well! daaamn , alot of work X:
gahhs. the chorus is so tough. only rofiiqoh managed to do everything on first try.
nisa and i were like : huh? whats going on ?
after dance pract,
shulin JIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and joelle and i stayed back with sebastian to work on the dance moves we didnt know or were confused about.
sebastian, joelle and i teased shulin everytime someone* walked past.
someone* kept walking up and down because he was waiting for her .
talked ALOT with sebastian on the bus. first time talking to him so much after a year plus of knowing him . learnt alot about him and found him to be a really nice person!
went home with joelle , talked and chatted ALOT. hahaha. i love going home with her. we always got LOADS to chat about (;
alright . with all the love in the world
im off to shower and get some sleep (;
goodnight people!
are you for real
can we share a love to last forever?
and if so please let me know
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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