Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i shall update three posts at one go ((:
cus i saved the others as draft and decided to post one shot. to save time (;
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sighs. i guess we can never really judge a book by its cover.
i was in practice today and while waiting for the rest of the dancemembers to arrive, i heard some things that i was really shocked about. it wasnt very pleasing to me though because i had friends telling me about things like that before. i guess i was disappointed that she* would do such a thing.
but seeing her acting like nothing's wrong, i really dont know whether i should pat her on the back for being so strong, or sound her out and ask her to stop running away from reality.
either way. seeing her act like nothing's happen must've taken alot out of her.
-x
class today was . pretty interesting . okok. the physics and lcd periods i guess.
physics - i tortured mrng like nobody's business. i asked and asked and asked alot of questions
and i even ate into his break time X: OOPS. LOL.
but he's paid to teach! so must make full use of him (;
physics lesson enci and i were zi-high-ing halfway until mr junus came in to spotcheck. both of us suddenly jump apart as though an electric current rushed past us. LOL.
daddy got a shock. he jumped and everyone were laughing because daddy looked as though he was doing something he wasnt suppose to be doing
edzuan/mickey said xj and i were tryign to seduce mrng because we kept throwing ridiculous basic questions at him ( well. i never understood physics. so yeah. ) -.- and mickey was surfing porn on mrng's computer . LOL
after physics/recess, the boys infront ( tzechong, daddy, hakim, azri, richard and edzuan) decided to become small children and take 3e2 classroom as a kindergarden. they literally started tearing newspapers, crushing them into a ball and THEN started throwing at each other!
and i was busy minding my own business when they decided to take me as target -.-
gosh. i felt like a small kid today for just teasing and playing with them .
i think i wasted two sunday times paper and a TODAY paper. LOL.
azri decided to throw a wet piece of newspaper at me and gave me that i'm-so-innocent-small-little-boy mischevious smile and i ran round half of fourth level just to get back at him .
bleh. DIE AZRI DIE. :P
still daresay you didnt bully me. make me run still give me that teasing look and tell me i couldnt catch u. GRR.
die azri die! :P
-x
crap. mt homework havent handed in. wanted to do after dance prac, but i sprained/twisted my ankle/bottom part of my ankle (yeah . the disgusting vein popped out) and i was tooo lazy to walk to the teachers room . X:
took the lift down with sebastian and he was giving me that look that said : someone's gotta go to the chinese doctor if it doesnt recover by thursday look
and i was shouting my head off as though nobody left in the school.
i diedie also dontwant to go to zhong yi lorh! the way they 'heal' you is so painful , i'd rather endure the pain until syf and go for looooooooong break :X
sian-ed!
-x
got chem tmr and i dont know what to study for the test. nobody knows infact. we all got a shock when i realised it was written on the whiteboard and i asked around.
turned out nobody knew about it until i mentioned it -.-
dnt. too lazy to do -.- sian-ed
amath test today and im confident enough to say i flunked it (;
hmmm.
oh yes. time for a shower before i stuff my foot into a tub of ice, and then a tub of hot water
depending on which one sebastian says i should put first -.-
damn sebastian X: remind me never to do warrior warmup again . AGH.
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ystd
ystd was. crap. woke up felt this burning pain in my heart/chest area . agh . forced myself to go to school because i was helping out with the classparty after school,
slept for practically most of the day. slept during geog, social studies i was half asleep, emath i slept. enci honey said that to know me well, theyjust need to sit beside me in class for mondays to know when im sleeping. oh well. they dont call mondays MOANdays for nothign (:
physics lesson, can say i practically skipped half of it because i was busy with xingjuan and aisyah grabbign all the brownies and all that from her mum. mr ng gave permission! (;
and after that , party started! gosh. farah got a shock that we threw her a surprise party and then we all made her say a speech. while she was talking, icried.
i never had someone close to me leave like that. sure. its been a short three months. but that ONE time going home with her. that ONE TIME pouring out my feelings to her, and her being there for me, giving me a hug when i needed one, she is one of the best friends i ever had.
i thought i managed to contain myself. but after seeing armeeza and all that tear up, and when we hugged, i cant help but break down and cry. the words she told me. how she kept me strong in my tough times in school.
she's not only left footprints in my heart, but memories to treasure. hope in carrying on.
girl, thanks. i wont forget what you told me today. i'll stand strong in terms of friendship. i'll stay firm in school. girl. thanks for being there for me. for giving me a hug when i needed one.
for pouring hope into me when i needed. for giving me advices that i need. for being a listening ear when i needed one.
girl. all the best in france. dont forget me. or any of us.
with all the love in the world (:
highlight for today was emath lesson.
darrion : i love my penishead (edwin)
class : laughs
MISS koh : class! you all should not be laughing! you all should CONDOM this act.
ROFLMAO (;
yes. MISS koh literally said that. and xingjuan, enci, kaixin and i burst into laughter.
along with mickey, daddy, ha-kimo and azri. LOL. we had a good laugh over her mispronounciation. and when she realized she mispronounced it, her face turned worse than a tomato! :P
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sunday
felt totally moodless/feelingless/nofeeling/felt nothing on the way to clementi this afternoon. dont know if this is good or bad .
went out with brother today, met him at clementi, kop-ed his fries (oops. ahaha)
and then we headed down to church.
i felt God speaking to me tday, which was weird. because today's msg was about youre style of connecting with God. and somehow, Pst Mark suddenly talked about lovecommunication.
about how different people express love in a different way, and how the other person might not feel loved because thats not how they express it.
chim eh? lol. i zi-high-ed and spoke in chim-anologies today.
i think i drove brother NUTS with all my zi-high lameness.
went to admiralty, on the way there we both took candids of each other, and took a pict tgd! havent received it though so i wont be posting it up yet. (;
we exchanged jokes on pronounciations that we've come across, exchange cold jokes, and folded straws! LOL. brother bought straws for me (FINALLY! i've been after him to buy them for weeks!) and we competed with each other on who could fold straws the fastest -.-
counting down. its currently one more week to eleven months. i guess im in a better mood now. after a nice talk with mybestfriend. Pst Mark said was right. my God is a relational God. He might be ONE God, but He's the holy trinity. and He's always there for me and mybestfriend! (:
chatted and ate lunch at kfc. brother was nagging about me eating kfc because my cough was getting worse by then .
took my pepsi away and naaaagged.
sheeesh . (XX
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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