its such a pity when you can see such beautiful things and you cant photo them down. perhaps i was reminded of how great God's promise can be, how that rainbow he showed Noah as a promise.
i was pretty surprised to see a rainbow today, while i was walking home. before that i was feeling so moodless, up till the point where i just looked up and glanced, it was the first time i saw a rainbow so near me, so bright, and not faint like how the other rainbows i saw always were.
i guess that was a rainbow of encouragement? (:
the past few weeks were hectic. probably the reason why i havent been online or blogging that much. mid-years are around the corner, and i just had the most nerve-wrecking event most probably of the year! my international SYF dance competition!
as nerve-wrecking as it was, i had to drag myself out of bed at five in the morning! ofcourse, asusual, the laziness of my character settled in, and i only woke up at fivetwenty. rushed everything and went down to meet joelle, and her dad fetched us to school.
received smses from wilson kor, weijun, merrien, and rick. wishing me all the best for dance.
weijun even called me up last night to tell me all the best! thanks buddy! (:
went to change into dance costume, and joelle was muttering rubbish to herself. that she didnt even know what she was saying. -.- JIE AH JIE. LOL. that girl even fell asleep against the wall and she didnt allow me to sleep on the bus! grr.
put on makeup for THREE hours! GOSH. three hours just for makeup! i cant believe it.
all of us had half our faces painted to bring out the hiphop culture, and i have to say, it was not as bad as saturday's.
did our last practice, then mr kenneth liang came in, took pictures, along with ms farah. mrben, mradrian,missnana, msthia and mslee wished us all the best before we went off, as well as mr sebastian. took pictures, did our cheer, and we headed off!
teased Chelsea for having a fatass, and she said i had a bigass. and in the end, we both went to shoot Rachel and said she has a GIGANTIC ASS! i guess you can see how zi-high-ed we all were. :P
had to say we did pretty okay for the dance performance! although there were some mistakes, but i think we did better than practices in school!
made fun of other schools costumes just to calm our nervous system down, and yeah. we were pretty amazed at their costumes. there was one that even mrsebastian said that dance group came here to sleep . :P
then there was one we said love singapore so much, another that came here to paint walls and were american prison escapees, another was coming here to hunt animals. LOL. we were damn nasty lah, but to calm ourselves down? i guess it was worth it :P
when we were watching the performances, i actually was so tired that i fell asleep halfway for one and a half performances! goshh . so malu ~
slept on the way back to school on the bus, reached school,. changed and removed makeup, and then i headed down to cwp to meet dajie.
i was starving, so we both headed to seol garden to pig out. we had a pre-exam pigout and we plan to have a post-exam pigout as well! ahahas. miss you girl! (:
nice chatting up with you again! (;
talked to her , told her everything i was going through lately, which is possibly wellknown by all of you already.
walked home today, took 962 all the way to woodlands ring primary, then i was freezing in the bus, and the weather wasnt hot, so i dropped there and walked all the way home. just so i could feel the wind in my face, and in hope to clear my moodiness.
reached home, and immediately fainted on the couch in the living room :P
slept from five all the way till nine. and i left the whole couch in glitters. X: oops.
i guess, all the while i've been keeping so much stuff in me, i think its about time to let everything all out. and i guess. its time that you'll be the first to know. perhaps not all at one shot. but slowly. i need time. i need alot of time. i know i havent been fair. and i've been that spoilt princess. i just hope that you wont find me emo or whatever when i start to talk. because once you find me emo, i guess i'll just clam up again. i dont want you to hateme. i know you hate emo people. so when i tell you everything in me, i hope you'll encourage me instead of finding me emo.
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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