lost in you alone, is where i wanna be..banning myself from the net didnt help. i flunked my subjects completely and surprisingly, subjects like dnt and english, those two that i never studied for, i passed. and the rest that i chiong-ed so hard for , flunked.
got two F9s so far and the rest are D7s. i'm praying hard that they'll moderate Chem and Geog paper. heard the whole level didnt do very well for those two papers . so its a pretty hopeful chance of moderation. i know i can pass Geog if they moderate. i'm down to about three marks to pass? and Chem. well hopefully the E can become a D or C.
thanks alot to daddie for comforting me on monday. what he say is right. my final destination is O lvls. not midyears. its just midyears. i can do better next time. with more effort put in, more time studying, i can and will do better.
thank you somuch too, for pei-ing me to go to the carpark to cry. i cried my hearts out and my eyes out and my lungs out. thankyou for staying with me at that time and helping me out. (:
iloveyousosomuchdaddie! (:
been zi-high-ing lately. ever since i got my results, i took panadol and started to short-circuit during MAYA trainings. i went insane with ecstasy during the training and drove Jeremy and Jason (our instructors) nuts.
past few days were quite well spent for me. although i was pretty upset due to the fact i hadso many friends em0-ing due to relationship problems and exam results.
ah well . life's like that. they'll pull you by the ears, fling you ninety miles from home, and then you have to stand up again and continue walking .
in short you learn how to stand, walk, run. fall, stand, and the cycle continues on and on, all over again.
to all my babes out there who's down right now, cheerup! i'll be right beside you, we'll learn to stand up again together, we'll walk together, and we'll run towards our finishing line together!
no matter what happens, you prettyladies will always have my back .(;
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its gonna be a very busy june hols this month. when he* told me that he's* going on a school trip from the 1st june to 8th, i signed up for tons of things that are happening within that period. and now he* told me he* wont be going -.-
sian-ed. i was afraid of getting bored thats why i signed up for so many things. and in the end we got no time to catch up for each other la!
anw, my schedule is like tight.
first week of june hols - Flash animation training for Science Co - Planning
May 31st- June 3rd - EMERGE CONFERENCE (unconfirmed whether i'm going or not)
2nd-4th June - Sec2 Adventure Camp
12th-14th (tentative dates) - Underwater World Work attachment
last week of June hols - Flash training for Science Co-planning and MAYA training.
*to be confirmed
Physics and Amath remidials
math Tuition with Mr Shah.
and the rest of the days? i might be doing holiday work or just sleeping and studying.
june hols is the time to catch up wtih studies afterall. and besides. nobody will ask me to go out. so i might as well study or sleep. but you guys are still free to ask me out if you want to (;
*yawns.* i've been so tired and exhausted lately. i guess its time i go to bed.
takecarepeople. (;
and so,
you only tell me....
perhaps, perhaps, perhaps
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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