i should make this post historical or something. in order to stop myself from whining about how nobody likes me in school. because i know well off that i'm loved. very very loved and cared for by people around me in school and all when i was in the hospital .
the cramps that i had the day before, which i ended up staying in the sickbay for two or more hours until school ended, came back! worse than before! aching throughout the AMath period until Mrs Lim sent me down to the sickbay , and i msged dad to take me home.
initially supposed to go home . but i had problems even standing and walking due to the unbearable pain, ENCI mama acced. me down to sickbay to wait for my dad. Mrs lim told him to bring me to the doctor because by that time, i couldnt walk and tears were streaming down already.
went to the clinic at admiralty's, and damn. that doctor PANICKED like CRAP!
i went in and right after he got a total shock and without asking what i'm suffering from , he went : i'll give you a jab !
crap. this crazy panicked fella poked a huge hole into my arm!
and a plaster had to be used to stop the blood -.-
after the jab that was SUPPOSE to make me feel better, it ended up making things worse and i was given the choice of going to the hospital or getting another jab from that crazy doctor.
obviously, i chose the hospital. no way was i gonna risk getting jabbed again, if not i'll end up getting holes instead of getting better! rawrs!
got stuck at TTSH for the day, all the way from morning till four or five plus. and i was either on the wheelchair or lying on the bed . bleah!
EnCi Yang MaMa, KaiXin, Xingjuan Mei, and
Sheliza wanted to try to come visit me, and my dad tried to sneak them in thru another walkway, but ended up the place was blocked by wheelchairs -.-
Darling wanted to come aswell, but something cropped up, so yeah. in the end he couldnt come, and i didnt want him to either. i know he'll be superbly worried.
Cher called as well as
Jamille, and a few others too, all concerned and worried.
Got another jab from the doc, this one really hurt till i cried. the medicine injected it was horrifying. ): terribleeeeeeeee!
went under observation for the rest of the day, kindda lied a little by saying it didnt hurt anymore, and doc decided to discharge me, but apparently i'm suspected of hepetitis and i have an infection.
didnt wanna stay in the hospital. thats why i lied. i hated that place. the last time i went in was during primary school. that ONE time. and i told myself i must never go back in there. but there i was again yesterday. sighs.
Natalie came over to my place right after, darling wanted to come over but he wasnt allowed to come out so its okay! (:
special shoutouts to :Zalbiah, Aisyah, Stella, Twins - Beeqi, Beeyi, and the other lovelies who asked after me,Lots of love to Enci, Kaixin, Xingjuan, Aliff , Natalie, Jamillie, Cher, and ofcourse, last but not least, my darling dearest ! (:
THE EYES. THEY SEE.
as the taste of thy forbidden fruit lingers
the skulls and crossbones dance
to the tune of youre death
i love YOU more and more each day ;
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