well, havent updated in awhile. and havent been writing for a long time.
so here's a little something that i coined out a few days ago,
only blogger was being a bitch and didnt let me update, SO ANYWAY .
HERE'S THE STORY!
ENJOY!
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the wind blows onto her face, she enjoys every minute of just this. with him beside her.
his presence was enough to just comfort her, just to assure her that he was really with her, all the way. if not a lifetime, atleast for a very long time.
jokes, fun, laughter were exchanged. the usually tensed atmosphere was relaxed and peaceful for once that day, making up for the unhappiness caused the night before, one whereby her parents were being just,
impossible, as usual. and to makeup for all the quarrels they've been having. the smaller ones.
a small smooth breeze drifts past as they sat on the bench, her head placed on his chest, his arm around her. a smile appears on her face unknowingly, as she closed her eyes. enjoying every single second that ticked, wishing time would stop, and she could lay in his arms like this forever.
feeling loved, protected, secured. comfort, affection, and tenderness. yes. it was the kind of feeling she always wanted and dreamt of.
" i wish we can be like that everyday. we should make it a point to come to the beach every week. " she said, lifting her head slightly to face him.
he looked at her, gave her a smile and replied : " what makes you think i dont want it to be like this everyday? "
she gave him a wistful smile in reply as he started browsing through the songs in her phone.
"sing for me? that song. " she asked. with a tinge in her voice. remembering that its been a very long time since he last sang for her. " i cant sing . i dont have a voice anymore. " he replied.
"please? " she looked at him, with those pleading eyes. as he began to sing to the song, Belaian Jiwa.
as his voice drifted and he continued singing, she laid her head on his chest once more, a blissful smile formed across her face. and fat drops of tears rolled down her cheeks. but no. they weren't tears of sadness like those that has been dropping for the past month. the tears dropped of happiness. it has been so long since she last heard him sing. and she definitely was touched that he sang for her again. Reminded of the promise he made her, to sing all her favourite songs till he dies.
Yes. the past few months weren't exactly happily spent. but we will never count our blessings without unhappiness. we will never enjoy happy moments without sad times. we will not learn how to be more positive if negative things do not happen. She knew that very well. the countless thoughts going on in her head, she knew that this moment was one to remember. where time passed slowly, in his arms, head laid on his chest as she listened to the rhythmic beating of his heart.
Giving a sigh of relief from all that she has been facing for the past months, she finally felt like a huge load rolled off her shoulders. finally, all the arguments are coming to an end. yes, a day ago, she thought that they were screwed because of her parents. but in the end, it turned out to be less negative than they expected. many things have happened, some that she was shock at the way it happened and ended. and all to her favour. Life can not get any better.
As the sky slowly merged with the setting sun, a pink salmon draped across the horizon, as he brought out a picture, a sketch that was drawn by a close friend weeks ago. a sketch of their backview, seated side by side, and writer's note, wishing them all the best in their relationship.
the both of them laughed as they remembered the setting at that time when their friend drew that picture.
As she gazed into his eyes, she can't help but feel like the luckiest girl to have found such a wonderful person, to feel like she's glad that she decided against the odds to continue on this journey with him, alongside him even at times when she felt like walking alone. That all the tears she cried for him was worth it. that all the arguments just made them held on to each other tighter, that all the misunderstandings helped them to understand each other better.
She can't help but think, how the whole journey started.
" I love you darling. And I will never let you go. " He told her. with a voice of determination, a tone of protection, and affirmation, as he hugged her and kissed her cheeks and held her tight...
x-
i love YOU more and more each day ;
11:22 PM
